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Leadership, personal growth

The Leadership of Letting Go

3 Comments 15 September 2009

In less than 12 hours I fly out of the country on a ten day trip.  And rather than being excited about getting away with my husband for a much needed vacation, I’m freakishly trying to make sure I’ve crossed all my t’s and dotted all my i’s.  I’m sure the staff are about fed up with all the last minute emails they are getting from me.

This is one of the greatest challenges to my leadership… letting go.

Maybe it’s just control, but I think it runs even deeper than that for me.  “Responsibility” is one of my top strengths according to Strengths Finder and let me affirm that the feeling of responsibility for EVERYTHING quickly becomes a burden to my leadership.

My obsession with feeling responsible leads me to:

  • freak out over details
  • concern that I’ve not communicated
  • fear of not providing clarity
  • anxiety that something will come up that I didn’t plan for.

CRAZY!  Yes, and I’m pretty sure I make everyone crazy around me.

So here’s what I’ll be practicing this week: the leadership of letting go…

What do you need to let go of this week?

Leadership, Learning, personal growth

Control Freak

14 Comments 08 July 2009

It’s no secret.  I like to be in control.  I like to be in charge.  And as a leader I’m naturally wired for this.  The danger for me is what I consider another “grey” leadership issue.

As a leader (who is prone to control), one of the most grey issues for me is knowing when I am controlling rather than guiding with clear direction.  As the leader I am responsible for casting the vision and helping the staff stay in alignment with it.  This means that I have to give clear guidance in decision making so that the organization stays in line with vision.  The challenge is that oftentimes rather than giving guidance I tend to control or dictate.  I know the danger of misalignment and that we are always one decision away from starting to veer from it, so I want to control tightly instead of empowering other leaders in the organization to make decisions.

Controlling is the default.  It’s a fear-based reaction.

As leaders I think we have to recognize this tension in ourselves and consciously choose guiding vs. controlling.

By guiding you help your team learn HOW to make decisions that are consistent with vision.  By controlling you never give them this option.  They simply become your mouthpiece (and they become bitter, frustrated & unmotivated because of it).

Agree?  Disagree?  Please tell me I’m not alone on this one.

Spiritual Growth, scripture/devotions

Me & My Behavior Problems

10 Comments 12 May 2009

“My spiritual development won’t result from driven behavior.  It will only come from careful listening, quiet surrender, and active and purposeful engagement.”

From Dare to Journey with Henri  Nouwen by Charles Ringma

If you know me well, you know the first statement of that quote rattles me.

Driven behavior – I’m pretty sure my name is next to that phrase if you Google it. :)

Everything about spiritual development as defined by this statement is a challenge for me.

Careful listening – I wish I was better…

Quiet surrender – Surrender is kind of the opposite of control, right?  Yeah, that’s a problem too.

Active and purposeful engagement – Well, there’s a little more hope for me with this one.

Sometimes spiritual development is such a mystery to me.  It’s so difficult to measure.  It’s slow.  It’s ongoing.  It’s always changing.  There is no formula.  No ten step process to follow.  It’s organic.  It’s different for every one of us.

It’s active and purposeful engagement with your Savior and Creator.

What’s the greatest challenge to your spiritual development?  Is there a part of your personality that always gets in the way?


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